Scabs are disgusting

So after a few days your supposed to get little greyish patches where the tonsils were. Mine started forming day two and I was like they aren't that bad but they are terrible like so nasty. Basically the two hOles slowly begin to fill up with chinks of scar tissue that makes everything harder from talking to eating and drinking having a wicked cough doesn't help either. Basically they are supposed to eventually just slough off which sounds nasty and I'm sure will be nasty but feeling like you have engorged tonsils a sore troat difficulty swallowing due to chunks and the nastiest taste ever makes me want to pick them off myself. Unfortunately you can't just poke at them as it is burnt into the tonsil beds so here I Am with giant white chinks filling an empty space in my mouth that I can't get rid of by choice. It's so gross and if ibpixk at them they will bleed which will lead to yayore scars so so so gross